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| 1 | What I have purposed to record is nearly finished; but there is yet
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| 2 | an incident conspicuous in my memory, on which it often rests with
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| 3 | delight, and without which one thread in the web I have spun would
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| 4 | have a ravelled end.
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| 5 | I had advanced in fame and fortune, my domestic joy was perfect, I
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| 6 | had been married ten happy years. Agnes and I were sitting by the
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| 7 | fire, in our house in London, one night in spring, and three of our
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| 8 | children were playing in the room, when I was told that a stranger
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| 9 | wished to see me.
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| 10 | He had been asked if he came on business, and had answered No; he
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| 11 | had come for the pleasure of seeing me, and had come a long way.
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| 12 | He was an old man, my servant said, and looked like a farmer.
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| 13 | As this sounded mysterious to the children, and moreover was like
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| 14 | the beginning of a favourite story Agnes used to tell them,
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| 15 | introductory to the arrival of a wicked old Fairy in a cloak who
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| 16 | hated everybody, it produced some commotion. One of our boys laid
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| 17 | his head in his mother's lap to be out of harm's way, and little
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| 18 | Agnes (our eldest child) left her doll in a chair to represent her,
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| 19 | and thrust out her little heap of golden curls from between the
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| 20 | window-curtains, to see what happened next.
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| 21 | 'Let him come in here!' said I.
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| 22 | There soon appeared, pausing in the dark doorway as he entered, a
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| 23 | hale, grey-haired old man. Little Agnes, attracted by his looks,
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| 24 | had run to bring him in, and I had not yet clearly seen his face,
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| 25 | when my wife, starting up, cried out to me, in a pleased and
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| 26 | agitated voice, that it was Mr. Peggotty!
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| 27 | It WAS Mr. Peggotty. An old man now, but in a ruddy, hearty,
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| 28 | strong old age. When our first emotion was over, and he sat before
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| 29 | the fire with the children on his knees, and the blaze shining on
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| 30 | his face, he looked, to me, as vigorous and robust, withal as
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| 31 | handsome, an old man, as ever I had seen.
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| 32 | 'Mas'r Davy,' said he. And the old name in the old tone fell so
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| 33 | naturally on my ear! 'Mas'r Davy, 'tis a joyful hour as I see you,
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| 34 | once more, 'long with your own trew wife!'
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| 35 | 'A joyful hour indeed, old friend!' cried I.
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| 36 | 'And these heer pretty ones,' said Mr. Peggotty. 'To look at these
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| 37 | heer flowers! Why, Mas'r Davy, you was but the heighth of the
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| 38 | littlest of these, when I first see you! When Em'ly warn't no
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| 39 | bigger, and our poor lad were BUT a lad!'
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| 40 | 'Time has changed me more than it has changed you since then,' said
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| 41 | I. 'But let these dear rogues go to bed; and as no house in
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| 42 | England but this must hold you, tell me where to send for your
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| 43 | luggage (is the old black bag among it, that went so far, I
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| 44 | wonder!), and then, over a glass of Yarmouth grog, we will have the
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| 45 | tidings of ten years!'
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| 46 | 'Are you alone?' asked Agnes.
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| 47 | 'Yes, ma'am,' he said, kissing her hand, 'quite alone.'
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| 48 | We sat him between us, not knowing how to give him welcome enough;
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| 49 | and as I began to listen to his old familiar voice, I could have
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| 50 | fancied he was still pursuing his long journey in search of his
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| 51 | darling niece.
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| 52 | 'It's a mort of water,' said Mr. Peggotty, 'fur to come across, and
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| 53 | on'y stay a matter of fower weeks. But water ('specially when 'tis
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| 54 | salt) comes nat'ral to me; and friends is dear, and I am heer. -
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| 55 | Which is verse,' said Mr. Peggotty, surprised to find it out,
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| 56 | 'though I hadn't such intentions.'
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| 57 | 'Are you going back those many thousand miles, so soon?' asked
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| 58 | Agnes.
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| 59 | 'Yes, ma'am,' he returned. 'I giv the promise to Em'ly, afore I
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| 60 | come away. You see, I doen't grow younger as the years comes
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| 61 | round, and if I hadn't sailed as 'twas, most like I shouldn't never
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| 62 | have done 't. And it's allus been on my mind, as I must come and
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| 63 | see Mas'r Davy and your own sweet blooming self, in your wedded
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| 64 | happiness, afore I got to be too old.'
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| 65 | He looked at us, as if he could never feast his eyes on us
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| 66 | sufficiently. Agnes laughingly put back some scattered locks of
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| 67 | his grey hair, that he might see us better.
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| 68 | 'And now tell us,' said I, 'everything relating to your fortunes.'
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| 69 | 'Our fortuns, Mas'r Davy,' he rejoined, 'is soon told. We haven't
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| 70 | fared nohows, but fared to thrive. We've allus thrived. We've
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| 71 | worked as we ought to 't, and maybe we lived a leetle hard at first
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| 72 | or so, but we have allus thrived. What with sheep-farming, and
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| 73 | what with stock-farming, and what with one thing and what with
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| 74 | t'other, we are as well to do, as well could be. Theer's been
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| 75 | kiender a blessing fell upon us,' said Mr. Peggotty, reverentially
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| 76 | inclining his head, 'and we've done nowt but prosper. That is, in
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| 77 | the long run. If not yesterday, why then today. If not today, why
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| 78 | then tomorrow.'
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| 79 | 'And Emily?' said Agnes and I, both together.
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| 80 | 'Em'ly,' said he, 'arter you left her, ma'am - and I never heerd
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| 81 | her saying of her prayers at night, t'other side the canvas screen,
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| 82 | when we was settled in the Bush, but what I heerd your name - and
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| 83 | arter she and me lost sight of Mas'r Davy, that theer shining
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| 84 | sundown - was that low, at first, that, if she had know'd then what
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| 85 | Mas'r Davy kep from us so kind and thowtful, 'tis my opinion she'd
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| 86 | have drooped away. But theer was some poor folks aboard as had
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| 87 | illness among 'em, and she took care of them; and theer was the
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| 88 | children in our company, and she took care of them; and so she got
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| 89 | to be busy, and to be doing good, and that helped her.'
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| 90 | 'When did she first hear of it?' I asked.
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| 91 | 'I kep it from her arter I heerd on 't,' said Mr. Peggotty, 'going
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| 92 | on nigh a year. We was living then in a solitary place, but among
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| 93 | the beautifullest trees, and with the roses a-covering our Beein to
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| 94 | the roof. Theer come along one day, when I was out a-working on
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| 95 | the land, a traveller from our own Norfolk or Suffolk in England (I
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| 96 | doen't rightly mind which), and of course we took him in, and giv
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| 97 | him to eat and drink, and made him welcome. We all do that, all
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| 98 | the colony over. He'd got an old newspaper with him, and some
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| 99 | other account in print of the storm. That's how she know'd it.
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| 100 | When I came home at night, I found she know'd it.'
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| 101 | He dropped his voice as he said these words, and the gravity I so
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| 102 | well remembered overspread his face.
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| 103 | 'Did it change her much?' we asked.
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| 104 | 'Aye, for a good long time,' he said, shaking his head; 'if not to
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| 105 | this present hour. But I think the solitoode done her good. And
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| 106 | she had a deal to mind in the way of poultry and the like, and
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| 107 | minded of it, and come through. I wonder,' he said thoughtfully,
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| 108 | 'if you could see my Em'ly now, Mas'r Davy, whether you'd know
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| 109 | her!'
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| 110 | 'Is she so altered?' I inquired.
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| 111 | 'I doen't know. I see her ev'ry day, and doen't know; But,
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| 112 | odd-times, I have thowt so. A slight figure,' said Mr. Peggotty,
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| 113 | looking at the fire, 'kiender worn; soft, sorrowful, blue eyes; a
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| 114 | delicate face; a pritty head, leaning a little down; a quiet voice
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| 115 | and way - timid a'most. That's Em'ly!'
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| 116 | We silently observed him as he sat, still looking at the fire.
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| 117 | 'Some thinks,' he said, 'as her affection was ill-bestowed; some,
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| 118 | as her marriage was broken off by death. No one knows how 'tis.
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| 119 | She might have married well, a mort of times, "but, uncle," she
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| 120 | says to me, "that's gone for ever." Cheerful along with me; retired
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| 121 | when others is by; fond of going any distance fur to teach a child,
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| 122 | or fur to tend a sick person, or fur to do some kindness tow'rds a
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| 123 | young girl's wedding (and she's done a many, but has never seen
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| 124 | one); fondly loving of her uncle; patient; liked by young and old;
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| 125 | sowt out by all that has any trouble. That's Em'ly!'
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| 126 | He drew his hand across his face, and with a half-suppressed sigh
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| 127 | looked up from the fire.
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| 128 | 'Is Martha with you yet?' I asked.
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| 129 | 'Martha,' he replied, 'got married, Mas'r Davy, in the second year.
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| 130 | A young man, a farm-labourer, as come by us on his way to market
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| 131 | with his mas'r's drays - a journey of over five hundred mile, theer
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| 132 | and back - made offers fur to take her fur his wife (wives is very
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| 133 | scarce theer), and then to set up fur their two selves in the Bush.
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| 134 | She spoke to me fur to tell him her trew story. I did. They was
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| 135 | married, and they live fower hundred mile away from any voices but
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| 136 | their own and the singing birds.'
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| 137 | 'Mrs. Gummidge?' I suggested.
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| 138 | It was a pleasant key to touch, for Mr. Peggotty suddenly burst
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| 139 | into a roar of laughter, and rubbed his hands up and down his legs,
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| 140 | as he had been accustomed to do when he enjoyed himself in the
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| 141 | long-shipwrecked boat.
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| 142 | 'Would you believe it!' he said. 'Why, someun even made offer fur
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| 143 | to marry her! If a ship's cook that was turning settler, Mas'r
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| 144 | Davy, didn't make offers fur to marry Missis Gummidge, I'm Gormed
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| 145 | - and I can't say no fairer than that!'
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| 146 | I never saw Agnes laugh so. This sudden ecstasy on the part of Mr.
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| 147 | Peggotty was so delightful to her, that she could not leave off
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| 148 | laughing; and the more she laughed the more she made me laugh, and
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| 149 | the greater Mr. Peggotty's ecstasy became, and the more he rubbed
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| 150 | his legs.
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| 151 | 'And what did Mrs. Gummidge say?' I asked, when I was grave enough.
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| 152 | 'If you'll believe me,' returned Mr. Peggotty, 'Missis Gummidge,
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| 153 | 'stead of saying "thank you, I'm much obleeged to you, I ain't
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| 154 | a-going fur to change my condition at my time of life," up'd with
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| 155 | a bucket as was standing by, and laid it over that theer ship's
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| 156 | cook's head 'till he sung out fur help, and I went in and reskied
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| 157 | of him.'
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| 158 | Mr. Peggotty burst into a great roar of laughter, and Agnes and I
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| 159 | both kept him company.
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| 160 | 'But I must say this, for the good creetur,' he resumed, wiping his
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| 161 | face, when we were quite exhausted; 'she has been all she said
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| 162 | she'd be to us, and more. She's the willingest, the trewest, the
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| 163 | honestest-helping woman, Mas'r Davy, as ever draw'd the breath of
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| 164 | life. I have never know'd her to be lone and lorn, for a single
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| 165 | minute, not even when the colony was all afore us, and we was new
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| 166 | to it. And thinking of the old 'un is a thing she never done, I do
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| 167 | assure you, since she left England!'
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| 168 | 'Now, last, not least, Mr. Micawber,' said I. 'He has paid off
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| 169 | every obligation he incurred here - even to Traddles's bill, you
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| 170 | remember my dear Agnes - and therefore we may take it for granted
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| 171 | that he is doing well. But what is the latest news of him?'
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| 172 | Mr. Peggotty, with a smile, put his hand in his breast-pocket, and
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| 173 | produced a flat-folded, paper parcel, from which he took out, with
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| 174 | much care, a little odd-looking newspaper.
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| 175 | 'You are to understan', Mas'r Davy,' said he, 'as we have left the
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| 176 | Bush now, being so well to do; and have gone right away round to
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| 177 | Port Middlebay Harbour, wheer theer's what we call a town.'
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| 178 | 'Mr. Micawber was in the Bush near you?' said I.
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| 179 | 'Bless you, yes,' said Mr. Peggotty, 'and turned to with a will.
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| 180 | I never wish to meet a better gen'l'man for turning to with a will.
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| 181 | I've seen that theer bald head of his a perspiring in the sun,
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| 182 | Mas'r Davy, till I a'most thowt it would have melted away. And now
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| 183 | he's a Magistrate.'
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| 184 | 'A Magistrate, eh?' said I.
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| 185 | Mr. Peggotty pointed to a certain paragraph in the newspaper, where
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| 186 | I read aloud as follows, from the Port Middlebay Times:
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| 187 | 'The public dinner to our distinguished fellow-colonist and
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| 188 | townsman, WILKINS MICAWBER, ESQUIRE, Port Middlebay District
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| 189 | Magistrate, came off yesterday in the large room of the Hotel,
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| 190 | which was crowded to suffocation. It is estimated that not fewer
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| 191 | than forty-seven persons must have been accommodated with dinner at
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| 192 | one time, exclusive of the company in the passage and on the
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| 193 | stairs. The beauty, fashion, and exclusiveness of Port Middlebay,
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| 194 | flocked to do honour to one so deservedly esteemed, so highly
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| 195 | talented, and so widely popular. Doctor Mell (of Colonial
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| 196 | Salem-House Grammar School, Port Middlebay) presided, and on his
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| 197 | right sat the distinguished guest. After the removal of the cloth,
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| 198 | and the singing of Non Nobis (beautifully executed, and in which we
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| 199 | were at no loss to distinguish the bell-like notes of that gifted
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| 200 | amateur, WILKINS MICAWBER, ESQUIRE, JUNIOR), the usual loyal and
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| 201 | patriotic toasts were severally given and rapturously received.
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| 202 | Doctor Mell, in a speech replete with feeling, then proposed "Our
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| 203 | distinguished Guest, the ornament of our town. May he never leave
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| 204 | us but to better himself, and may his success among us be such as
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| 205 | to render his bettering himself impossible!" The cheering with
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| 206 | which the toast was received defies description. Again and again
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| 207 | it rose and fell, like the waves of ocean. At length all was
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| 208 | hushed, and WILKINS MICAWBER, ESQUIRE, presented himself to return
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| 209 | thanks. Far be it from us, in the present comparatively imperfect
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| 210 | state of the resources of our establishment, to endeavour to follow
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| 211 | our distinguished townsman through the smoothly-flowing periods of
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| 212 | his polished and highly-ornate address! Suffice it to observe, that
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| 213 | it was a masterpiece of eloquence; and that those passages in which
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| 214 | he more particularly traced his own successful career to its
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| 215 | source, and warned the younger portion of his auditory from the
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| 216 | shoals of ever incurring pecuniary liabilities which they were
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| 217 | unable to liquidate, brought a tear into the manliest eye present.
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| 218 | The remaining toasts were DOCTOR MELL; Mrs. MICAWBER (who
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| 219 | gracefully bowed her acknowledgements from the side-door, where a
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| 220 | galaxy of beauty was elevated on chairs, at once to witness and
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| 221 | adorn the gratifying scene), Mrs. RIDGER BEGS (late Miss Micawber);
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| 222 | Mrs. MELL; WILKINS MICAWBER, ESQUIRE, JUNIOR (who convulsed the
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| 223 | assembly by humorously remarking that he found himself unable to
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| 224 | return thanks in a speech, but would do so, with their permission,
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| 225 | in a song); Mrs. MICAWBER'S FAMILY (well known, it is needless to
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| 226 | remark, in the mother-country), &c. &c. &c. At the conclusion of
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| 227 | the proceedings the tables were cleared as if by art-magic for
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| 228 | dancing. Among the votaries of TERPSICHORE, who disported
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| 229 | themselves until Sol gave warning for departure, Wilkins Micawber,
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| 230 | Esquire, Junior, and the lovely and accomplished Miss Helena,
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| 231 | fourth daughter of Doctor Mell, were particularly remarkable.'
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| 232 | I was looking back to the name of Doctor Mell, pleased to have
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| 233 | discovered, in these happier circumstances, Mr. Mell, formerly poor
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| 234 | pinched usher to my Middlesex magistrate, when Mr. Peggotty
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| 235 | pointing to another part of the paper, my eyes rested on my own
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| 236 | name, and I read thus:
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| 237 | ' TO DAVID COPPERFIELD, ESQUIRE,
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| 238 | 'THE EMINENT AUTHOR.
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| 239 | 'My Dear Sir,
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| 240 | 'Years have elapsed, since I had an opportunity of ocularly
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| 241 | perusing the lineaments, now familiar to the imaginations of a
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| 242 | considerable portion of the civilized world.
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| 243 | 'But, my dear Sir, though estranged (by the force of circumstances
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| 244 | over which I have had no control) from the personal society of the
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| 245 | friend and companion of my youth, I have not been unmindful of his
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| 246 | soaring flight. Nor have I been debarred,
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| 247 | Though seas between us braid ha' roared,
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| 248 | (BURNS) from participating in the intellectual feasts he has spread
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| 249 | before us.
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| 250 | 'I cannot, therefore, allow of the departure from this place of an
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| 251 | individual whom we mutually respect and esteem, without, my dear
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| 252 | Sir, taking this public opportunity of thanking you, on my own
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| 253 | behalf, and, I may undertake to add, on that of the whole of the
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| 254 | Inhabitants of Port Middlebay, for the gratification of which you
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| 255 | are the ministering agent.
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| 256 | 'Go on, my dear Sir! You are not unknown here, you are not
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| 257 | unappreciated. Though "remote", we are neither "unfriended",
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| 258 | "melancholy", nor (I may add) "slow". Go on, my dear Sir, in your
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| 259 | Eagle course! The inhabitants of Port Middlebay may at least aspire
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| 260 | to watch it, with delight, with entertainment, with instruction!
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| 261 | 'Among the eyes elevated towards you from this portion of the
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| 262 | globe, will ever be found, while it has light and life,
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| 263 | 'The
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| 264 | 'Eye
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| 265 | 'Appertaining to
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| 266 | 'WILKINS MICAWBER,
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| 267 | 'Magistrate.'
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| 268 | I found, on glancing at the remaining contents of the newspaper,
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| 269 | that Mr. Micawber was a diligent and esteemed correspondent of that
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| 270 | journal. There was another letter from him in the same paper,
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| 271 | touching a bridge; there was an advertisement of a collection of
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| 272 | similar letters by him, to be shortly republished, in a neat
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| 273 | volume, 'with considerable additions'; and, unless I am very much
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| 274 | mistaken, the Leading Article was his also.
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| 275 | We talked much of Mr. Micawber, on many other evenings while Mr.
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| 276 | Peggotty remained with us. He lived with us during the whole term
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| 277 | of his stay, - which, I think, was something less than a month, -
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| 278 | and his sister and my aunt came to London to see him. Agnes and I
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| 279 | parted from him aboard-ship, when he sailed; and we shall never
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| 280 | part from him more, on earth.
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| 281 | But before he left, he went with me to Yarmouth, to see a little
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| 282 | tablet I had put up in the churchyard to the memory of Ham. While
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| 283 | I was copying the plain inscription for him at his request, I saw
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| 284 | him stoop, and gather a tuft of grass from the grave and a little
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| 285 | earth.
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| 286 | 'For Em'ly,' he said, as he put it in his breast. 'I promised,
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| 287 | Mas'r Davy.'
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